PLACEMENT

So I finally received my placement. It is for Northern Middle School, which is where I put down to be placed at. I am both excited and a little scared to begin. I have been waiting for this moment since I first started school, but now it is actually here. This is a little scary to me. There are so many what ifs and I want to be the best teacher possible. Yes, I was able to get through 3.5 years, but compared to this that was easy. All I had to do was work hard and remember information, but now if I make a mistake it is not only going to effect me, but also the students who I am going to be teaching. I want to be someone these students can look up to and go to when they need help. I WILL get through this semester though. Yes, it is going to be tough at times and I am going to hate my life, but when it is all said and done I will have a degree. I will be able to have my own classroom something that I have always wanted. I think I am also, scared because I do not really know what to expect. There is only so much that teachers can tell you. Most of it you need to learn on your own. You have to screw up first and this is something that is hard for me to comprehend. I do not like screwing up or doing something that is not perfect. Well on Monday I will find all of this and a lot more out. Until then....